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Coming Here, The Descent "The beginning of a story
line" The Lord asked those of us in the congregation, who will go to earth and endure a living hell to save humanity so things are done on earth as they are in heaven? One looked around and no one raised their hand. But the Lord was smiling because the Lord knew what one was thinking, and one reluctantly raised their hand since no one else would. Then the Lord said "now who will go to help him?" No hands went up, but the Lord was smiling because the Lord knew what a few were thinking and after a pause a few hands went up. The Lord said "I will come to provide assistance subtle as it may be." then a few more hands went up and the Cosmic Crew was formed. At least that is what I suppose could have happened, since I have no memory of it, but it makes for a good story.
The last and first thing I actually remember as a real experience is walking down a corridor into a room there was a stainless steel table and flat screen monitors on the wall that were all turned off. I lay down on the table. The next thing I knew I was in an empty void of nothing, in my soul I felt overwhelming dread, and the entirety of my mind consisted of a single intention to correct and restore balance in the place I was going. I felt very unpleasant compressions and repeated folding in on one's self, the best I could describe it, although I had no body (consciousness vehicular unit) to speak of. As I entered the realm of mass and limitation the relative realm (Earth) having left the quantum realm (Heaven), I had what one might imagine as the experience of entering into a black hole. The next memory is looking up at a house from a prone position I must have arrived home from the hospital. I had a lot to learn, the first being language, and a lot to come to understand, all I remembered was the coming here, the visual data, the dread, the compressions and the intention but no knowledge. I was born clueless, just an essence with an intent, but different, since I had not lost continuity of consciousness. I was soon overwhelmed by the world and lost in the sensation. So this was the one thing that made me different from everyone else, I remembered coming here as if on a dreaded mission. -Richard From infinite play the movie based on a true story |
Copyright 2009 Richard Gerber